Wednesday, October 2, 2013

A Bientot

“It would take an act of god,” I thought when I submitted my application for a Fulbright fellowship to teach American and African American Literature in Senegal.  I was a French major who had never found the resources to study or work in a francophone country.  I had passed the written test but failed the oral exam for Foreign Service applicants three times.  I had applied to the Peace Corps four times without success.  So last March when I learned I had been selected as a Fulbright Fellow for the 2013-2014 academic year, I broke down and cried.

Much of our experience in life depends on the stories we tell ourselves about what has happened in the past or is likely to happen in the future.  Through play and visualization, it is possible to re-write our personal stories and cast ourselves as victors rather than as victims.  Thus, when I started this blog my intention was to further my own healing.  In April 2011 when I published my first Limbe Dolls blog post, I was coming to the end of a teaching contract and didn’t have another job lined up.  I didn’t even have a clear vision of what I wanted to do next.  

From the outside, the hours I spent playing with dolls might have looked like indulgence in escapist fantasies, but my doll play actually helped me envision and manifest a new direction in life.  Knowing of my fondness for dolls, a colleague brought this lady back from Senegal for me last summer:  


I envied him deeply because I had dreamed of traveling to Senegal since the late 1980s when one of my French professors showed us slides of his hometown, Dakar.  My envy motivated me to reach for and embrace this long-standing dream.

Photographing and writing about black dolls in scenes where blacks don’t normally appear in mainstream media depictions of American life played a big role in preparing me for this new journey.   The stories I published on this blog along with those that I chose not to post have healed some holes in my self-image.  Meanwhile, as I absorbed other bloggers’ creativity, I gained confidence in a future where all things are possible.  I am deeply thankful to the following bloggers for sharing their visions:

Black Doll Collecting
Debbie Behan Garrett’s posts are always well-written, meticulously researched, and highly informative.  She illustrates each one with photographs that carefully document the dolls she describes.  At the same time, however the many repair and restoration tips and creative projects she shares make her blog a prime example of how to have fun with your dolls.  Of all her posts I have most enjoyed the “Moments in Black Doll History” series from February 2010 and the follow-up “Black Dolls from around the World” series from March 2010.

D7ana’s knowledge of 1:6 scale dolls and action figures is encyclopedic.  She always shares the latest news about new releases and has been responsible for sparking my desire to add many of the dolls and action figures I have purchased in the last two years to my collection.  At the same time she also has a wry sense of humor and has provoked some interesting discussions such as how to treat action figures representing the POTUS or biblical personages with appropriate reverence and respect.

Ms. Leo is my favorite storyteller of all the doll bloggers I follow.   I especially like her creative use of backdrops to evoke scenes such as the Laurent family villa in the Caribbean.  One of the things I most appreciate about romance in the blog world is that characters actually take the time to get to know each other.  “Khadijah’s First Valentine’s Day” presents the kind of respectful suitor I would like to encounter one day.  When she finds the time, Ms. Leo also produces some sweet videos such as “Renee to the Rescue.”

Van’s Doll Treasures
When I first discovered that there were blogs devoted to black dolls, Vanessa Morrison represented the artist I wanted to be when I grew up.  While I had dreamed of producing doll videos for years, here was someone who was actually doing it and attracting a large, enthusiastic audience.  Her videos counter negative stereotypes of African Americans by featuring African American and multi-ethnic dolls in vignettes of family life, highlighting the small pleasures and special moments that constitute the most treasured human experiences.  

The romance of Daniel Harper and Roderick Taylor unfolded over many months and culminated in a beautiful wedding.  Yet these vignettes are not pure saccharin.  The wedding ended in a surprise plot twist that healed a long-standing family estrangement.  Further, the Taylor household is a blended family and as is often the case in real-life, shared custody and former spouses with un-resolved issues can create some drama (“Nicole Goes Home”).  No wonder Morrison's You Tube channel has garnered over 3,000 subscribers and almost 5 million views! 
Brooklyn Stars Forever
In 2009, the on-line dating site, O.K. Cupid  published a study entitled “How Your Race Affects the Messages You Get.”  The disheartening data showed that black women and Asian men were most likely to be overlooked in the on-line dating scene.  Ebony Nicole presents a heart-warming solution in her series of videos featuring the romance between Addie, an African American dancer, and Takeo, a Japanese-American special agent.

Hey It’s Muff
Muff first made her presence known through the humorous comments she posted on other blogs.  Her own blog subsequently became an invaluable resource for tutorials on building sets and modifying dolls.  Her stories about another black woman/ Asian man romance have set a new standard for doll videos with outstanding scripts, detailed set design, and expert cinematography.

All 4 Barbie
One of the pleasures of blogging is connecting with people from all over the world who share common interests.  It has been very encouraging to receive complimentary comments from the Spanish blogger, Marta.  It has also been very impressive to watch her attract almost 800 followers since February 2012.  My favorite All 4 Barbie post puts the latest Barbie from Spain to work as a cultural ambassador, explaining the Feria de Abril.

Plastic Adventures
Sergio brings a refreshing male perspective and an engaging sense of humor to his comments and posts.  I have especially enjoyed his photo stories inspired by the Goth doll craze:
"Never Judge a Book by its Cover" in which Monster High Tora Lei encounters the Midnight Magic girls and "Plastic Horror 1" in which clone zombies attack the branded dolls.

Smidge House
Smidge”s “Flashback Friday” reminiscences about doll play with her sister brought up many fond memories from my own childhood.  The craftsmanship in her 1:6 scale furniture was impeccable and it was exciting to see her work gain recognition as she garnered commissions for 1:6 scale sets from Hollywood.  Smidge has temporarily suspended her blog but I'm sure she will come back better than ever.  Best wishes!

Creazione – Creation in Miniature
Em’lia is in a class by herself.  I was initially enchanted with the fin de siècle doll house she created.  Although I didn’t discover her blog until after the 2009 Couture Doll Design Challenge had ended, I found her posts about the creative process behind her victory in the contest to be riveting.  While her Innamorata dolls will probably always be above my touch, it has been wonderful to watch her bring her artistic vision to life.  In particular I appreciate her Nnaji sculpt which truly shows the beauty of African women.

It was clear that Frannie’s heart was open to the whole human family because she delighted in dolls of every stripe and had positive comments for everyone.  Her plucky spirit reveled in small pleasures throughout her battle with cancer.  Her death was a great loss to the doll community.

In 1803 a group of newly arrived Ibo captives who had been sold at the slave market in Savannah, Georgia seized control of the vessel that was transporting them to plantations on Saint Simons Island and drowned the crew.  When they ran aground in Dunbar Creek, they waded into the swamp in an act that contemporary observers described as a collective suicide.  Their "death before enslavement" spirit has inspired many African American folktales and literary works that imagine they succeeded in walking across the water or flying back home.

The stories we tell ourselves and each other through the serious business of doll play are a form of creative visualization that can free the mind and foster faith in infinite possibilities.  May our dolly daydreams carry us all home.

Me in Saint Louis, Senegal

See you soon!


  1. Hello from Spain: I'm glad you achieve your dreams in real life. Congratulations on your award. I'm happy for you. I see that you are in Senegal. I am also very grateful for remembering me in your blog post. Like you, the blog helps me to unwind from everyday life but i know other cultures and wonderful people from other countries. I hope you come back soon to blog. Congratulations to fulfill your dreams. It is a very good experience for you .. Keep in touch

  2. Congratulations, Paulette!

    I am happy you submitted your application for the Fulbright fellowship and thrilled for you that you were awarded the same! The experience will prove rewarding for you and even more rewarding for your students, who will or have already welcomed you home!

    Congratulations on your past, present, and future accomplishments. I admire that your intellect has not prevented you from indulging in the serious business of doll play and sharing it with others through the Limbe Dolls blog.

    I will miss your informative tutorials that encouraged me to explore my own creativity. Your educational stories, using dolls to convey the message, enriched my knowledge on the covered subjects.

    Please keep us informed about this new chapter of your life.


    1. Thank you also for teaching me to appreciate the beauty and potential of generic playscale dolls. Their beauty and potential is often equal to or far exceeds that of the major branded ones.


  3. First, I am happy that your dream of going to Senegal has come true. One, two, three cheers. Hooray! Great to see doll play and determination and right-ness all work together to a happy next step.

    I hope you will return here or let us know of any new blogs or postings you create. I have enjoyed reading and learning about other Black cultures and some Muslim cultures. Your storytelling and information sharing is unique and addictive.

    Oh, and thanks for the compliments regarding my blog - aw, shucks, ME? Restraining the Snoopy happy dance and shouts of "me, me, baby" a la Vanilla Ice's "ice, ice, baby." Thanks for your insightful comments about other blogs - will have to check out Sergio's blog and refresh my readings at Em'lia's blog. Sorry to hear about Frannie - she was/is one of the most likeable doll people around. Ms. Leo recently informed me of Frannie's passing. So sad, but I am glad to have "met" her.

    Now you did write that you will be seeing us again. So I look forward to then. And I'll probably pop up and link back here because you've shared references for years of reading.

    Hope Senegal lives up to your expectations. Best wishes. D7ana aka Dana

  4. Congratulations!!!! I am ecstatic for you. I just looked up what a Fulbright Fellowship is, and I am in awe. That is quite the honor. I am hopeful that you will keep in touch, or be in touch if/when you return. I feel like a part of the family is leaving, so there's a touch of sadness there, too. I remember our first conversations a couple years ago. We were all blessed by your blog. I've learned countless lessons from your blog, and gained a new found respect and love for some of the clone dolls. I was blessed to have met you in person, and will cherish the time we spent together. I'm sure your Prince is waiting for you in Senegal. Thanks for all the gifts you blessed Morristown with. I'm happy we have a piece of limbe dolls here in town. Have a wonderful year and be blessed!

  5. Hello all,

    Sorry for my delayed response. WiFi here can be a little iffy. Thank you for all the compliments and good wishes. I hope to set up a new blog about my experiences here. Will keep you posted.

  6. A hearty congratulations to you! Just today I thought of you when I was buying a clone dolls set. I thought, "I bet Limbe Dolls would turn this into something wonderful," and I snatched it right up. You have been an influence on me as well. Looking forward to hearing about your new adventures.

  7. Congratulations Paulette!!!!!!! I am so happy for you! Many blessings to you on your new journey. I look forward to reading the new blog about your experiences there. Take Care.